Star light at the roof

Quiet at a computer room... Who am I?
This question transpassed me trough the hole late night yesterday. It was a cold yesterday nigh... the sun goes down very late now... but we had kept walking... so late... so strong current at the river...
The river and its strongness also amused me. Today my head is havy... tomorrow we will see the great brown God... crossing the ages... almost at the same place, almost at the same time... every moment and quite for ever...
The great God wasn't there from ever... and beyond... its appeared once upon a time. But today it's there... with Her great strongness chain of life. And it's cold, and cloudy... and gray.... It is summer... per God sake.

I will see the God tomorrow and let you know.
Today... even with this beautiful light star just on top of my head... I am tiered... and someone is with his back to me. And I am started to get irritated...
I need a pain killer: a beer at the river... beer garden at river side... it gets all the worries down the river...
Prost!